kucemerepek

aku harap

bapak aku kaya raya so aku boleh study mana mana aku suka tanpa risau aku ni bodoh ke pandai untuk apply upu.

(itu pun kalau die kisah nak tanggung)

yes. dukacita. tidak layak. jangan tanya banyak.

Let's go take a ride in your car
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be

moi

and you wanna know what i think?

i think you do love me

but you are too stubborn and scared

because last time you gave your heart to someone it got broken.

the 101 post

this post is dedicated to whom who actually leave a tiny scar in me. well u can always guess.

the past almost 9 months? is a waste of time. seriously WASTE OF TIME! i'm so mad at you. and when i mad i always end up typing nonsense here. that's why..... yabedabedu. when i'm happy i just ignore the world. hmm

is it bad? i guess it is bad. what should i do?

oh i forgot maybe it just the hormone. ok then i should stop now. k bye.

things i always tell myself

life is not about who you be with. its about you and yourself.

not who you can depends on. but what you can do without others.

people come and go.

so do i.

to whom who may concern

thank you so much for talking behind my back.

thank you so much for the sweet memories we had.

thank you so much for not asking me why i did that and keep assuming.

i think it better that way. it unexplainable.

i don't know what's wrong with you with me with us.

suddenly you threw me out of your life and u wondering why i deleted you?

fair enough.

it bother me so much because i care about you friend.

maybe i am wrong to put so much concern in your life that makes you feel irritated with me.

fine. thats why i stay away. far away from you. i'll keep my mouth shut.

and i think you should do the same too. adios amigos.

about work

so here goes the story... jeng jeng jeng..

first day

i was early, biasa la new comer. hehe but then shesshhh they damn late

around 11.20am they arrived. i gave them the resume, and sit. first thing to do, "ok wani, tulis resit"

"bang, no rekening nya apa?" haha

"sikit sikit u belajar ok, rilex je. jangan susah hati" :)

treett treettt.

"mau kirim berapa pak? satu juta kita bagi harga cantik tiga lima dua kasi u sekali ongkosnya"

"jangan malu malu, duit makan ambil ye"

"u wanna buy or sell?"

830pm - "ok u nak balik boleh balik la" "oh ok, bubbye see u tomorrow"

second day

ok today i learn something about my workmate.

the indian one kumar, hes a pure tamil and love everything about tamil which i means movies, songs etc.

the muslim one, shahul hes a MU hardcore fan and also hardcore tamil rock fan. ahahah

the other muslim one, sadik the very religious person with different mazhab

on the first day with sadik..

sadik:"i nak pergi semayang, i semayang punya org"

me: "oh ok"

on the second day with sadik

me : "u tanak pergi semayang?"

sadik: "tak, i qadak esok"

me: ..................... :0

so continue story on the second day, kumar have started teach me how to key in the resit into the computer. tap tap tap.

"ok u boleh balik"

"see you tomorrow"

itu sahaja new thing for today. life was never be this easy. haha.

and oh, must mention here, i need to learn on how to koyakkan resit. fail big time. haha.

and yeah its 3am, i couldn't sleep while tomorrow i have to work again.

esok nak dtg lambat sebab kumar pon lambat. haha ok bye :)

2010

rasanya tahun yang sangat sangat bermakna pada ku

macam macam kenangan pahit dan manis berlaku dalam hidupku

paling pahit

paling manis

ku mulakan tahun 2010 dengan membawa harapan yang besar

dan kekesalan di tahun 2009

ok, kita mulakan cerita gembira 2010 dahulu

alhamdulilah,

2010 aku berjaya tamatkan diplomaku dan grad

2010 juga tahun aku dapat my very own first car baby kelly

2010 i tried move on and couple with AKA

2010 my very first experience with the P

2010 i got my first competent license

2010 aku dapat hadiah birthday paling mahal, BB from him :) and its not even request ok

cerita sedih dan menyakitkan hati pada tahun ni..

2010 aku mulakan dengan pertengkaran pertama aku dengan my dad

2010 aku sia siakan hidupku dengan tak melakukan apa2 selama 6months

2010 aku akhiri tahun ini juga dengan pertengkaran dengan my dad

2010 suck big time for me and my family

so setakat itu lah mampu ku katakan di sini

aku pon baru bangun tidur terus terasa nak tulis sebab hari ni hari terakhir aku berada dalam 2010.

so buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih, kalau orang tak suka, kita pun tak sudi, tak gitu? haha

happy new year guys, hope 2011 will be goood year for me. as i will start it with my real first job. heehe. alhamdulillah. start 2011 dah ade rezeki menanti, agar rezeki itu berterusan.. ameen.

avez-vous se souviennent encore ce que c'est?

"waktu kita sama sambut hari lahir

ku beri hadiah bunga..

cantik kau mmg cantik

izinkan aku menatap wajahmu lagi..

jika memori kita disimpan di dalam cakera..

kanku mainkan sampai bila bila..

n if u really throw it away..

kau betul2 pijak hatiku lagi.."