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two thousand and twelve

2011-12-31T23:49:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum and hello.

cepatnya masa berlalu. macam macam aku buat masa 2011. memang orang kata sia sia la kan sebab aku skip belajar. patutnya aku dah degree masa 2011. tapi dah tak de rezeki ALLAH nak bagi nak buat macam mana kan?

semua orang ada cerita yang berbeza. ada rezeki masing masing yang ALLAH tentukan. baik dan buruk DIA je yang tahu untuk kita. apa apa pun aku bersyukur masih mampu teruskan hidup ni. biasalah hidup, ade ups and down die.

boleh dikatakan 2011 ni tahun aku menggigih mencari duit dan bertukar tukar kerja.

macam macam kerja aku buat. dari money changer kepada promoter kepada accountant cum admin assistant kepada data entry. eh rasa ade lagi tapi sekarang lupa la. -_-'

aku ade apply upu tapi macam aku cakap tadi la, tak de rezeki. tapi niat nak sambung belajar tuh tak pernah padam. insyaALLAH tahun 2012 ni aku akan sambung study no matter what kalau tak de aral melintang. kalau tak dapat universiti jugak aku akan masuk kolej la. harap harap sangat dapat sambung belajar.

konflik keluarga aku da makin surut. air dicincang takkan putus kan? no matter how bad they are how much i think i hate them for sometimes still they are the only family that i have. takde tukar ganti. aku cuba. dan aku rasa meraka pon cuba yang sama. aku cuma doakan yang terbaik buat semua. untuk aku juga.

kakak aku pun bakal mendirikan rumah tangga tahun ni. semoga die bahagia nanti, aku kesian die banyak berkorban untuk keluarga ni. lagi lagi untuk aku. :') semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.

berbalik cerita new year la. tahun ni ramai member dah takde nak sambut sama sama. fareez dah fly ke uk. yazid dah ke laut, yang lain pulak sibuk bekerja.

so semalam sambut dengan kamal, caer, bangah and ina je kat marakesh.

sedih sebab tak ramai ada. tapi takpelah diorang semua tetap di hati. :)

aku harapkan yang terbaik untuk 2012. untuk aku dan untuk semua. amin.

note

2011-12-06T12:20:00.000-08:00

kalau tak boleh tidur pagi pagi buta memang selalu buat kerja bodoh.

bodoh.

cause it's almost 3

2011-12-06T10:51:00.000-08:00

so hello. bila tak boleh tidur kat sini lah aku jawabnye kan?

ok nak cerita pasal movie ombak rindu yang aku baru tengok semalam.

it was surprisingly awesome! for me la kan. well, aku baca novel ombak rindu tuh back then when i was 14 years old so bayangkanlah imaginasi budak 14 tahun baca novel kan. even though aku ada buku tuh and tau movie die nak keluar aku tak ade mase la nak baca balik. so my imagination stuck with what i imagined when i read that book back then. so basically nak komen on actors la dulu. first aaron aziz yang bawak watak hariz tuh sangatlah menjadi. nak tau sebab ape jadik? sebab bila aku baca buku tuh dulu aku memang bayangkan hariz ni badan die rambut die macam aaron aziz weyh! haha tapi when i was 14, aaron mane ade lagi kan? tapi muka tuh aku xingat la aku bayang macam sape. tapi badan and rambut tuh dah sameee! haha.

ok then, maya karin yang bawak watak izzah tuh okay la, sbb izzah ni gadis kampung je aku xdela bayang die cun mcm maya karin.

lepastu ade mila yang lisa surihani pegang watak ni. sangatlah lain dari ape yang aku imagined dulu. i mean dari segi muka dan vogue nye tuh.aku bayangkan mila ni muka pompuan cun yang jahat. lisa ni muka baik kot! haha tapi lakonan lisa sangatlah mantap despite yang die pelat R, bile die serious pon bile keluar pelat tuh satu panggung gelak je okay. kesian. muka ade, talented pulak tuh tapi anugerah Allah nak bagi die pelat. takpe laku jugak. hehe

berbalik kepada cerita ombak rindu tadi, ade seorang kawan aku kata disappointing, banyak potong la ape la. aku rasa semua novel yang dijadikan movie memang la banyak scene yang potong kan? kalau semua scene die nak tunjuk mau satu hari movie tuh tak habes. lagi satu kalau novel dijadikan movie, mesti movie tuh tak best sebab lain dari ape kita bayangkan bile baca novel tuh.

BUT! for ombak rindu ape yang aku bayangkan same macam dalam movie tuh. that's why aku rasa sangat satisfied dengan ape yang aku tengok. well, novel ombak rindu ni famous gila kot dulu. back then bila zaman semua pompuan baca novel aku tak baca sangat. novel yang famous je aku baca. haha then ombak rindu ni the first novel yang aku baca bila rasa best sangat semua novel karya fauziah ashari aku beli. malangnye semua novel fauziah ashari tema die lebih kurang je. perempuan yang malang kahwin tanpa rela dengan lelaki. kahwin paksa. tapi takpelah. ombak rindu ni je the best. hehe.

patah balik kepada movie ombak rindu ni, so basically aku rasa 90% yang buat cerita ni sedih adalah lagu die yang super sedih! haha. kalau lagu die tak sedih tak menangis pon aku rasa. orang kata cerita ni lama 2 jam, tapi aku rasa kejap gila. haha.

so esok aku akan tengok lagi ombak rindu ni. no no no. bukan sebab aku syok sangat kat cerita ni. haha. sebab dulu aku dah janji dengan Aty nak tengok cerita ni dengan die cuma semalam ade hamba Allah ni buat surprise pulak ajak aku tengok dengan die. :p aku xnak la mungkir janji. tak baik kan so esok akan tengok lagi sekali dengan aty and the gang. eh? haha :)

lapa pulak dah. nak tidur ke nak makan? zzz

hang in there

2011-11-13T13:24:00.000-08:00

hello. its 5.25am. and i am writing this. slept at 7 last night woke up at 12 and eyes wide open until now.

it's been a long time. who else writing in the blog besides the famous blogger? cause we got twitter, no need a blog to update about your life right?

twitter = life updated every second.

we are coming to the end of this year already. as for me there's a lot of things happened. the good the bad. still, my life is a mess.

i just hope that i still can continue my studies and everything will goes well as planned.

nothing much to write about actually.

but hey, hang in there, i'll go nowhere.

semua engkau

2011-10-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

i hate it when i can't sleep at night. it all will lead me to disappointment of knowing that you are someone else.

my favourite part now her's

now she had that all was mine.

i am trying not to feel differently than i supposed to feel.

i don't know about you but i am pretty sure you'll not feel the same anymore.

on second thought why would you?

and on a big scale of rationalism WHY THE HELL WOULD I CARE ANYMORE??

fuck it. i hope we never had a memories together.

cause i am delusional.

tak sempat

2011-10-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

tak sempat nak bercerita pengalaman di tempat kerja baru

genap 10 hari aku dah men"chow"kan diri.

ape tak nye, aku apply untuk post account cum admin assistant.

dekat offer letter die bagi pon untuk post account cum admin assistant.

so kerja aku berkaitan dengan account and admin jelah kan?

tapi semua kerja pon aku buat.

-kerja account of course la kan

-kerja admin pon haruslah macam jawab call, filing, tulis cheque, isi borang, anything to do in the office.

-kerja2 business developer pon aku buat

-kira stock kat restaurant pon aku kene buat

-hantar barang kt restaurant pon aku kene buat

-hantar dobi kerja aku

-ambil frame muka kau masuk paper pon kerja aku

-document kau beli rumah personal tiba2 aku kene tau dan ikot kau uruskan skali. huh?

dan aku satu2 nye manusia yang bekerja dalam office tuh.

tuh yang sampai semuaaaa kerja tak kira la aku ada belambak kerja lain yang lagi penting ke tak penting ke aku kene buat.

masalah lah disitu kan?

kalau jawatan aku account cum admin assistant ape kata kau peningkan aku dengan kerja yang sesuai dgn jawatan yang aku pegang.

takdelah aku nak chow macam ni.

ini kerja account kerja admin pon aku dah pening kau nak tambah lagi pening aku dengan kene stay back sampai pukul 3 pagi atas sebab kerja yang bukan dibidang aku. motif kau??

even kau bagi tittle aku account executive pon tapi tak setimpal dengan gaji yang ciput nih harap sangatlah aku nak bersengkang mata buat kerja tuh.

so, perangai kau pon semua pekerja kau dah warning aku baiklah aku cabut awal2 kan.

takdelah menyusahkan kau.

cuma kau akan susah la sementara nak cari orang baru.

pengajaran bagi kau disini adalah, layanlah pekerja kau tuh elok2 sebab dorang yang menjadikan kau kaya dengan untung2 kat business kau.

gaji ciput, bagi bonus tarik balik sangatlah buruk siku, kerja tanak berlambak lambak pulak kau humban.

so sayonara. isnin ni nak start kerja baru. sehari rm50 pon takpelah kan. asal aku puas hati kerja setimpal dengan jawatan yang dioffer.

adios amigos

Tentang tentang

2011-09-08T13:23:00.001-07:00

Masih lagi begini.
Masih lagi berkeras.
Tiada apa apa.
Aku keras tak ber perasaan.
Kaku.

Trying out

2011-08-31T17:37:00.001-07:00

Selamat hari raya everyone!

aku harap

2011-07-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

bapak aku kaya raya so aku boleh study mana mana aku suka tanpa risau aku ni bodoh ke pandai untuk apply upu.

(itu pun kalau die kisah nak tanggung)

yes. dukacita. tidak layak. jangan tanya banyak.

:)

2011-06-30T07:58:00.001-07:00

Let's go take a ride in your car
I will take the passenger seat
Baby, we don't have to go far
Unless you wanna show
Me a lovely place out of town
Where you feel most at ease
Well you are the one that I like
Always will be

moi

2011-06-29T16:48:00.000-07:00

and you wanna know what i think?

i think you do love me

but you are too stubborn and scared

because last time you gave your heart to someone it got broken.

the 101 post

2011-05-04T00:47:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to whom who actually leave a tiny scar in me. well u can always guess.

the past almost 9 months? is a waste of time. seriously WASTE OF TIME! i'm so mad at you. and when i mad i always end up typing nonsense here. that's why..... yabedabedu. when i'm happy i just ignore the world. hmm

is it bad? i guess it is bad. what should i do?

oh i forgot maybe it just the hormone. ok then i should stop now. k bye.

things i always tell myself

2011-04-07T10:27:00.000-07:00

life is not about who you be with. its about you and yourself.

not who you can depends on. but what you can do without others.

people come and go.

so do i.

to whom who may concern

2011-03-15T11:57:00.000-07:00

thank you so much for talking behind my back.

thank you so much for the sweet memories we had.

thank you so much for not asking me why i did that and keep assuming.

i think it better that way. it unexplainable.

i don't know what's wrong with you with me with us.

suddenly you threw me out of your life and u wondering why i deleted you?

fair enough.

it bother me so much because i care about you friend.

maybe i am wrong to put so much concern in your life that makes you feel irritated with me.

fine. thats why i stay away. far away from you. i'll keep my mouth shut.

and i think you should do the same too. adios amigos.

about work

2011-01-02T10:38:00.000-08:00

so here goes the story... jeng jeng jeng..

first day

i was early, biasa la new comer. hehe but then shesshhh they damn late

around 11.20am they arrived. i gave them the resume, and sit. first thing to do, "ok wani, tulis resit"

"bang, no rekening nya apa?" haha

"sikit sikit u belajar ok, rilex je. jangan susah hati" :)

treett treettt.

"mau kirim berapa pak? satu juta kita bagi harga cantik tiga lima dua kasi u sekali ongkosnya"

"jangan malu malu, duit makan ambil ye"

"u wanna buy or sell?"

830pm - "ok u nak balik boleh balik la" "oh ok, bubbye see u tomorrow"

second day

ok today i learn something about my workmate.

the indian one kumar, hes a pure tamil and love everything about tamil which i means movies, songs etc.

the muslim one, shahul hes a MU hardcore fan and also hardcore tamil rock fan. ahahah

the other muslim one, sadik the very religious person with different mazhab

on the first day with sadik..

sadik:"i nak pergi semayang, i semayang punya org"

me: "oh ok"

on the second day with sadik

me : "u tanak pergi semayang?"

sadik: "tak, i qadak esok"

me: ..................... :0

so continue story on the second day, kumar have started teach me how to key in the resit into the computer. tap tap tap.

"ok u boleh balik"

"see you tomorrow"

itu sahaja new thing for today. life was never be this easy. haha.

and oh, must mention here, i need to learn on how to koyakkan resit. fail big time. haha.

and yeah its 3am, i couldn't sleep while tomorrow i have to work again.

esok nak dtg lambat sebab kumar pon lambat. haha ok bye :)

2010

2010-12-30T21:13:00.000-08:00

rasanya tahun yang sangat sangat bermakna pada ku

macam macam kenangan pahit dan manis berlaku dalam hidupku

paling pahit

paling manis

ku mulakan tahun 2010 dengan membawa harapan yang besar

dan kekesalan di tahun 2009

ok, kita mulakan cerita gembira 2010 dahulu

alhamdulilah,

2010 aku berjaya tamatkan diplomaku dan grad

2010 juga tahun aku dapat my very own first car baby kelly

2010 i tried move on and couple with AKA

2010 my very first experience with the P

2010 i got my first competent license

2010 aku dapat hadiah birthday paling mahal, BB from him :) and its not even request ok

cerita sedih dan menyakitkan hati pada tahun ni..

2010 aku mulakan dengan pertengkaran pertama aku dengan my dad

2010 aku sia siakan hidupku dengan tak melakukan apa2 selama 6months

2010 aku akhiri tahun ini juga dengan pertengkaran dengan my dad

2010 suck big time for me and my family

so setakat itu lah mampu ku katakan di sini

aku pon baru bangun tidur terus terasa nak tulis sebab hari ni hari terakhir aku berada dalam 2010.

so buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih, kalau orang tak suka, kita pun tak sudi, tak gitu? haha

happy new year guys, hope 2011 will be goood year for me. as i will start it with my real first job. heehe. alhamdulillah. start 2011 dah ade rezeki menanti, agar rezeki itu berterusan.. ameen.

avez-vous se souviennent encore ce que c'est?

2010-12-18T21:04:00.000-08:00

"waktu kita sama sambut hari lahir

ku beri hadiah bunga..

cantik kau mmg cantik

izinkan aku menatap wajahmu lagi..

jika memori kita disimpan di dalam cakera..

kanku mainkan sampai bila bila..

n if u really throw it away..

kau betul2 pijak hatiku lagi.."

stab me right into my heart

2010-12-13T22:55:00.000-08:00

If my mom still alive we wouldn't be like this

I don't have to live my life this way

Family? Consider that scratched out of the list.
I don't even know what's happening anymore.
Are we still what we call a Family?
Sad. So sad to even think about it.
There are lines and grids now.
A firewall. That brings us all apart.

And I know one person who changed it all.
Who started the partings.

It definitely you, please do deny.

So there, we are divided into groups.
Some went on being individuals, alienating themselves from problems that may occur.
After all, who wants to be part of a problem. Part of a division.
Everyone act like nothing happens, while they know it’s something bad.
Can't really trust anyone don't you? Well, too bad.
Did you just know that? Thought you're smart enough to figure that out.

Too old to know what you could do to fix this.

Deep in my heart i really want all of us to break the wall, and be together again

But then again, what am I hoping for?
What's done has been done.
What's happened has happened.

My apologies, it would take quite an effort to have what we all had.

sejenak

2010-11-20T03:59:00.000-08:00

innalillahi wainnalillahi rojiun

dari DIA kita datang, kepada DIA kita kembali.

orang selalu cakap, orang yang baik selalu pergi dulu.

tapi aku tiba tiba terfikir, kalau semua orang baik pergi dulu so kita yang hidup ni semua orang jahat la?

atau sebenarnye bukan tuhan tak sayangkan kita, tuhan sayangkan kita jugak. sebab tuh dia bagi kita umur panjang untuk beri kita masa untuk bertaubat.

do not bother

2010-10-21T04:33:00.001-07:00

This is not a game, where you can quit or play whenever you want. U can’t force someone to play along with you anytime you want, and tell them to stop when you feel like you don’t need them anymore.

What a waste when we forgot that friendship is everything to us. It means a lot. It doesn’t come and go like love. It’s almost impossible to find a friend like what you had before. Once you look like the friendship is no longer meaningful to you, it’s time. It’s like you throw the key of friendship, into the widest deepest and scary ocean. There’s no way to get the key back in your hand.

There’s some concept friendship quite same with love. You will never be able to turn back times. People change every time. Regret is the most hurting moment that we would ever feel. You can regret, but you will never be able to turn back times. To be just like before, to cut the time so that we can pretend that the worst part happened in our lives never exists? People will always forgive but never forget.

You can always wish it happen. That’s the power of what we call prayer.

since when?

2010-10-11T10:54:00.000-07:00

hello. i've been busy with other stuff and people though i am unemployed and just finished my diploma and counting the days for convocation. lazy-bumbum-ass to apply a job. i did wish the offer come to me.haha.

i love my man. but now he's gone to terengganu for engine-rating stuff blablabla. i hope 4 months won't be that long. oh valentine, please come faster. opps, hang in there. :)

daddy become so cruel each day. since the late settlement of astro bill. and other monetary stuff. come on la, why have to add more reason in my "WIHMD" list?? :[ enough said.

today i woke up early cause i want to meet my babybun and naiemo. but i had to rush back home. fuck! :( i know she mad at me. but that is beyond my control. if i don't want to meet her at the very first place why the hell i wasted my time to go there. ohhh i don't want to break another promise. :(

dear god, please be nice to us. you know i miss her. i am begging u to give us a little time to spend together. at least.

goodnight babybun. goodnight dear.

yes, i would begging again

2010-09-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
'cause you and me are still recovering

So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting is feeling like flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again

No - I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes - I now we said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not to late to take them back

So before you say you gonna go
I should probably let you know
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

See, I look for you in the morning
It's that where my mind always goes
And I can't wait to get to the evening 'cause that's when I want you the most

So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting is feeling like flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race

So before you say you gonna go
I should probably let you know
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

But I know it now
I wish I would have known before
How good we were

Is it too late to come back
Or is it really over
If its really over
Then this is not the way that it
Should end its the way it should
Begin its the way it should begin, again

cause i love you so much sayang :)

tell you i set you apart

2010-09-03T13:12:00.000-07:00

i thought you know , how i would react , what words i'll be using . but then , all was messed up . the feeling that should not have a single cut and supposedly be treat the same way as always was bleed dry.

as far as i concern , you surely don't know that mine was bleed too. aches because i thought and hope you would know.

i was just guessing, pulling your puzzle apart.

i should just keep my mouth shut so that i won't hurt anybody with my bad mouth that makes everyone around me hurts so badly. poor pussy.

from now on, i should not speak as loud as my heart.

big sigh.

the truth is

2010-09-03T03:23:00.000-07:00

i never get over you!

damn it. );

i still have my feet on the ground

2010-08-30T15:56:00.000-07:00

some times, i got this miserable feeling that my boy friends doesn't understand me at all.

i don't want to talk to anybody,

i don't want to smile,

i don't want to do anything,

and i just don't know what the hell is wrong with me actually.

oh yeah, they should just mention the PMS thing. poor girl.

i don't know where to start. urgh, okay, here it goes.

realizing that the one i'm waiting for is not coming back anymore, out of sudden i know who worth my precious time that i wasted way too long for all the heartache and tears.

gosh, i really lost it. ok chill, some times, some things are better to keep it to yourself rather than to tell everyone about it right? :)

for now, i have to try not to care because no matter how much i do i don't think they care about it.

and people say, less is more.

have a good day.

if only they can hear me

2010-08-17T12:40:00.000-07:00

no matter how much you could possibly hate someone, end of the day they'll be the one you miss like a thousand tears couldn't tell how much you need them.

cheers.

the heartbeat about to stop

2010-08-06T13:22:00.000-07:00

I just don’t have the guts to say this to you. I’m hundred per cent sure you will not understand me. Yes, I’m that complicated and you’ll never understand me. It’s the simplest matter ever, but I don’t know why it is so hard, not only for you for both of us.

I though love is easy. I don’t think that way anymore. The older I become, the definition of love for me is too complicated. You can say I’m lost. You can hit me but I kinda believe this theory;

“Love is the hardest thing happens in human life ever”

I still don’t get it why God keep punishing me this way again and again. Ok, I know it’s wrong to put it that way, you know, blaming God. So now, who am I supposed to put the blame on?

I think love is easy but it comes in this way,

You love someone so badly, you’ll lose it all someday. By all I mean, everything!

"You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe.When you're with them you meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em.Got that warm fuzzy feeling.Yeah them chills.Used to get 'em. Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em.You swore you've never hit 'em.Never do nothing to hurt 'em.Now you're in each other's face spewing venom and these words when you spit 'em you push pull each other's hair. Scratch, claw, bit 'em throw 'em down" - eminem

All the magical words has gone, because I’m about to lose you…

once again

2010-08-06T13:20:00.000-07:00

I lost all my words.

I think it’s magical because I have you.

Now, I lost you, I don’t know where it comes from.

I’m pretty sure it wasn’t me but you.

It always about you.

Always.

because you always there for me

2010-07-21T12:02:00.000-07:00

thank you (:

yes i'm still here

2010-07-16T23:43:00.000-07:00

I've gone through many thing in my life for 2010

and that's enough for me.

too many.

and i don't feel like express it to anyone, anybody.

why would i?

i hate myself for now. so unmotivated, unenthusiastic and lazy because i'm not feeling well.

it has been a week and i still lying on my bed feeling really sick like i'm dying.

i feel the emptiness in my life...

at this time

2010-07-13T01:48:00.000-07:00

awak tak pernah tau pun apa saya rasa sebab awak tak pernah tanya.

awak tak peduli dan awak tak kisah pun.

dan kenapa saya kisah?

)':

you know it is you

2010-07-03T16:35:00.000-07:00

i only have one last question left to ask you.

but then, your attitude towards me make me sad.

i decided to wait.

like always.

until it's gone.

forever.

parachute

2010-06-21T21:05:00.000-07:00

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand

I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned

I won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to push me down

They want to see you fall (down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody

They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

i was just about to sing you this song, but then you betrayed me again... );

anything i'm not

2010-05-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

im not your bestfriend

im not even close to someone you can call friend

i can be there whenever you need me

BUT

i don't like being attached to you 24-7

you can say whatever you want

i don't think i give a damn

this is how i feel

2010-05-15T09:58:00.000-07:00

i don't feel like sharing anything here anymore.

feels like enough with the stalkers there in facebook.

my life now kinda busy.

busy making people happy.

oh yeah, i am happy if you are happy.

are you happy now?

a week holiday describe in one word = restless.

now 1.00 am, Sunday.

my room still messy with unpacking stuffs.

i really don't want to go there and meet the same people again.

i just need a fresh new start.

i'm just too bad to be there.

boncit, tolong dukung bole? -,-

ini berkenaan hati bukan nafsu

2010-05-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

" being a good person is like a goalkeeper, no matter how many goal you saved, people will remember only the one you missed"

entri kali ni nak cakap pasal ketidak puasan hati. bukan nafsu. hati je.

seperti quote di atas. faham tak maksud aku?

geram. memang geram.

memang kau tak kan ingat segala pengorbanan orang lain untuk kau.

LANGSUNG. sikit pon tak ingat. teruk tak teruk?

at least jangan la sampai macam tuh kau hukum. come on laa, kau bagus sangat nak nilai orang macam tuh? kau tuh sempurna, tak ada cacat cela sikit pon?

yea yea yea, KAU SANGAT MENJENGKELKAN.

sekali je aku buat silap, hah terus, bertubi tubi kau cakap aku.

tak payah nak poyo sangat la, kau pun sama je, tetap manusia.

tak payah nak kata mulut orang, mulut kau pun sama busuk.

terima kasih, semoga kita tak jumpa lagi.

BIG BOSS AND ANNOYING GIRL.

now second part

1. aku tak suka kakak aku masuk bilik aku tanpa ketuk pintu. tak hormat privacy aku langsung,

2. kadang-kadang aku rasa annoying sangat dengan kakak aku dan aku tak tau kenapa. sorry.

tapi...

1. kakak aku bayar sikit duit beli kereta.

2. kakak aku banyak bagi duit kat aku.

3. kakak aku masak untuk aku.

4.kakak aku sangat busy body, eh caring. :P

untuk sekarang, aku cuma mahu hidup baru dan lupakan orang yang selalu menyusahkan aku dan tidak bertimbang rasa dan juga tidak mengenang budi itu.

weyh, pergi la makan cili api, mesti kau rasa pedas.

tell you what

2010-04-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

i am so done with you.

just when i lost the faith, you come and hold me tight back so i would know how much it means so much for you.

i guess, you worth the wait.

i'll be waiting.

;)

the other side

2010-04-24T03:15:00.000-07:00

i keep reminding myself

"human tend to forget"

its fucking true

the truth that we all hate it

for every single thing we gain, we gonna lost some thing that we had.

i lost you, i got someone else, perhaps better than you.

this is the time where i hate most of the part of the shit, and only one part keep me breathing.

too bad, you did not want to talk, and too bad i got angry and threw all the things.

yerp, don't mention the past. the past that we "used" to love it so much.

thank you for hating me. yes, i DO give a damn.

but again, its about the memories that we love and the present that we hate so much.

we both lost the bond.

why i choose the stoner rather than the rocker

2010-04-18T16:40:00.005-07:00

maybe he's broken inside out.

im not trying to fix it

im just giving the space that he wanted long time ago

the shelter that he lost from the day i let go.

too bad.

not answering the question?

rocker only know how to sing, they don't know how it really mean something for ordinary people who have "heart"

punch me. goodbye. :P

i guess

2010-04-18T03:26:00.000-07:00

it doesn't matter on what people think about the one you love

how good or bad he is, its you who willing to accept it.

how ugly he looks on the outside

how stupid people think he is

how people would blame you for choosing him

i guess it just you and him

and nothing else matter.

i'm getting closer, will you run away from me?

i hate this part right here

2010-04-16T10:18:00.000-07:00

i don't like the apologize in a way that i don't want it, i don't mean it.

it hurts when you don't know what other have gone through, and you keep blaming on them.

even you made it sounds in a positive way, it does not made it less hurt.

you really think things can go back like before?

no, i don't think so.

thank you for everything.

im not a good mummy

2010-04-13T18:01:00.000-07:00

sorry baby, i really think that i didn't take a good care of you.

but you know how i can't live without you.

i know you hurts.

because you already show your "merajuk" by making me mencarut marut everytime nak bayar tol since at that time lah your window nak stuck. );

and mummy got angry and keep terlanggar lubang besar till you making a tiny noise yang sangat annoying. sigh.

by the way, mummy always love you.

you know that right baby? <3

macam biasa, cik Mokh semangat menampal P saya.

and cik Mokh juga semangat bab bab sport check my baby. -,-

thank you cik Mokh sebab tinted my baby, now baby tak panas lagi. :)

ehem. ini candid. cik Mokh tak posing ye.

baby get serviced. :) you love me now baby?

and oh i got my baby new clothe for his steering. :D

unfortunately, tak muat nak guna steering lock. damn. -,-

Quote of the day

2010-04-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

" don't compare your life to others,

you have no idea what their journey is all about "

Quote of the day

2010-04-08T15:02:00.000-07:00

" There is nothing so stupid as an educated man,

if you get him off the thing he was educated in "

enough

2010-03-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

disini saya ingin menegaskan bahawa saya telah menopup segala tidur tidur yang kurang selama dua hari berturut turut. oleh yang demikian, malam malam saya sangat aktif dan produktif dengan anda anda sekalian. terima kasih

please mind your words miss. :P

why is it so hard ?

2010-03-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

lepas baca motivasi panjang lebar dari cik adik manis dekat sini ,

semua benda benda nih kita dah tahu.

cakap senang, tapi bak kata puan bedah "we are human, we tend to forget"

cakap orang, esok lusa kita pulak buat.

tak nak cakap kat orang, tapi mulut nih binasa sangat.

sigh.

to whom it may concern

2010-03-23T13:07:00.000-07:00

i think my biggest weakness is i-always-say-yes.

satu

memang la aku selalu cakap, aku ni baik hati tapi orang baik hati pun ada hati.

terima kasih la atas segala jasa jasa dan pengorbanan masa yang diberi. sampai mati tak lupa.

untuk sekarang, satu je aku mintak, tolonglah jangan tunjuk topeng palsu kau depan aku.

if you don't really care, just act like you don't care la!

please stop hurting me bole tak awak ? :( isn't it obvious ? hmmphh.

dua

aku tahu la aku ni kurang genius macam kau kau kau kau kau, tapi perlu ke buat aku ni macam sampah ? orang bodoh ni tak ada hati ?

bila kau susah, siapa yang sentiasa ada sebelah kau, habaq sikit ?

tiga

aku tak perlukan simpati kau, even aku ni serapuh kuih batang buruk!

sebab simpati kau tak bawak aku kemana mana. terima kasih lah.

kepada yang terlibat. i don't think you deserve my apology.

hati ini mencucuk cucuk sakit, hati kau macam mana ?

memang aku tak sempurna.

sorry for being harsh.

brainwash

2010-03-20T07:38:00.001-07:00

adnan sempit

v3: samseng jalanan

why am i watching such a shoddy malay output?

it's not because it's a malay movie

maybe because it just "rempit"

still.

WHY AM I WATCHING IT??

stupid.

i have tons of work to do rather than wasting my time watching this crap.

how my heart behaves

2010-03-13T11:19:00.000-08:00

sometimes you just can't tell anybody how you really feel

2010-03-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

not because you don't know why

not because you don't know your purpose

not because you don't trust them

BUT

because you can't find the right words to make them understand.

to you who need me when you feel lonely

2010-02-26T19:10:00.000-08:00

i always be there whenever you need me.

you know that already right?

one more thing, whenever you don't need me

i'll just stayfullstop

unfortunately, you're not there when i need you.

always.

cry and laugh

2010-02-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

hari ini terpaksa celik mata pagi pagi untuk pick up anak orang.

dengan niat, nak menceriakan mood dan menghilangkan stress anak orang nih. eceh.

tapi...

lepas amek anak orang tuh, pagi pagi da kene maki dan memaki

"awak pandu bahaya, saya nak reverse....blablabla...baru P buat la cara P, pandu macam orang bodoh...blablabla...."

konklusi,

pagi pagi dah buat aku panas, pergi mampus la kau orang tua tak sedar diri bawak myvi duduk resak je pon, bajet kau tak bodoh kata orang bodoh. bawak kereta macam orang bodoh slow macam siput! bluwek! benci benci benci

ok ok, lupakan, tak bole marah sangat sangat, sebab kena drive. -,-

movie marathon =)

valentine's day

awesome! best sangat. gelak sampai nanges nanges. comel sangat. alololooooohhh. :D

"lets get naked"

my name is khan

ouh terbaik. sedih sangat sangat. =(

shah rukh khan tak pernah tak buat saya menangis. tsk tsk T_T

(maluuu, menangis sepanjang masa)

by the way two thumbs up for this movie :) 5 star!

"there's only two people in this world, good people, bad people"

"my name is khan and i'm not a terrorist"

baby kelly's award

2010-02-25T04:19:00.000-08:00

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the truth about men

2010-02-23T14:33:00.000-08:00

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!
11.The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

AGREE?

malu sendiri

2010-02-23T10:32:00.000-08:00

padan muka pada diri sendiri.

tolonglah jangan buat lagi.

please?

its not the right time

2010-02-21T23:27:00.000-08:00

you know that you always end up feeling frustrated.

don't start.

just don't start, and stay away.

nice person will not make you happy forever.

and now, it already hurts you.

i am sorry. ;(

et il a dit que je suis la fille seule.

Quote of the day

2010-02-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

we are human, we tend to forget

contradiction of a cinderella story.

2010-02-15T07:40:00.000-08:00

i forgot how it feels to be in love again.

it happened to me once, for REAL.

and i admit, i am unsecured enough to fall in love again.

too much pressure i put on myself.

the thought that i will never so sure about myself.

i really feel bad about it.

people never understand other's feeling

and god damn it, feeling is something you can't predict and its unbearable.

you'll never know.

stop ASS-U-ME.

i'll be waiting.

baby, you're mine now

2010-02-12T01:32:00.000-08:00

Dear baby,

At last, mummy got time to write about you. You know, mummy was expecting you since mummy got phone call from mummy’s daddy saying that you’ll be mine. Day by day, mummy couldn’t sleep well. Mummy always think about you.

Then, the day has come.

February 8^th 2010.

Mummy skipped BEL class only to meet you. Mummy’s daddy has told me everything about you.

Mummy don’t really like your colour, but never mind because you look perfect in your own way. So adorable.

No words can describe how grateful I am to have such a beautiful baby like you.

Mummy promise will take care of you. Mummy will not neglecting you ever.

Sleep tight baby, tomorrow we gonna have a long journey.

Mummy loves you so much.

will be yours

2010-02-05T12:17:00.000-08:00

it almost 5 in the morning. and my eyes still wide open.

exciting expectation of getting my baby kelly today, had gone into the drain

its all because of one text saying about the full settlement of the baby kelly

well, they have told me "sabar, don't get too excited. act normal"

serve you right you damn lost adrenalin.

keep it low, 2 days more.

we'll stuck together.

sleep tight. sweet dreams

people and song

2010-01-30T12:27:00.000-08:00

recently, when i hear songs, it makes me thinking of people that i miss too much till i cry.

down, jay sean - AKA

miss that night so much. i want you to hear me sing this song again so you'll make joke of me. haha. but it seems so impossible now. well, theres always me in your life. watch out :p

when you say nothing at all, ronan keating - MSS

i miss you the most, and you should know that. i can't stop thinking about you. i'd begging you to sing this song with your "sally" the guitar. it makes my heart melts. always.

love triangle, frente bizarre - NSMA

miss this nenek also. she always sing this song with her own lyric. haha. so funny.

lucky, jason mraz - SFS

remember, the night you called me? you played the guitar, we sang this song? hahah. this one funny too cause i don't remember we actually sing the song, but screaming the song. haha. :D

byebye, mariah carey - FM

mama...i miss you always. :(

almost lover, a fine frenzy - MZA

you just one of the heart breaker in my life. haha. this song suit you the best. now, not anymore la, don't worry. :) but still, when i hear this song, it reminds me of our story.

falling star, jet - AIS

hehe. i can't explain this one. it just reminds me of him. haih. its like, my guardian angel. :)

another comforting lullaby.

2010-01-23T16:40:00.000-08:00

11:46:11 pm

23/01/2010

when god give you something,

He will take something away,

i wonder what i lost to gain you.

but i pray that He would never exchange you for anything else.

sender:

Aaron Clement

people secretly hates you.

2010-01-16T03:56:00.000-08:00

somehow, somewhat,

people just can't stop pretending.

you are not an angle.

neither do i.

i will try not to judge people anymore.

everyone change.

i'll take it as a challenge.

thank you for being so nice in front of me.

Quote of the day

2010-01-13T00:33:00.000-08:00

" orang pandai memang menyusahkan"

minus 2% for the absence

2010-01-06T19:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday i skipped 3 classes.

law class

english class

entrepreneurship class

parked our car at TS, went to low yat. do some survey. met Bita's bf.

back to TS, had lunch at Wendy's. bought some stuff.

from TS, nervously me driving all the way heading to IKEA. and still breathing until now. haha :P

no panic because i was with the calmest passengers that i love the most. echa, ain and bita. :)

*akan panik and gelabah cam sakai kalau ada penumpang bising dan memberi kata-kata membunuh semangat seperti "eee, dia ni bawak menakutkan". like wtf, shut the fuck up, kau tau drive ke??! suruh la aku rilex je bengong*

ate daim cake and meatballs. nyummmeeyhh! :D

bought some stuff at IKEA. then, heading back to puncak

singgah giant, potpet potpet. menuju puncak. ;p

balik mandi tido. bangun bangun da 7.30 pagi. gelabah. hahah.

two zero zero nine

2009-12-30T14:49:00.000-08:00

walaupun diserang hendap begini, new year aku tetap bahagia. haha :p

lokasi :

1.bandar tun hussein onn

2.pavilion

3.the castle

4.rastaa ttdi

5.equine park

6.serdang hebat.

orang orang :

orang 1 cik embun

orang 2 cik temah

orang 3 cik siah

orang 4 abang long

orang 5 abang ngah

orang 6 abang lang

orang 7 adik bongsu

mood :

gembira. seronok. geram. lucu. penat.

masa :

8.30 pm - 5.30 am

komen :

bandar tun hussein onn -

maggie goreng sedap, tapi ada tikus besar ulang alik. ee yek jugak. bodoh. cik temah makan burger dua bijik. woot woot. haha. ada gangster tak tahan pedas. ehemm ehemm.

pavilion -

ramai orang. ada dua orang bodyguard di belakang makan kuaci. first time kene serang hendap kaw kaw punye. DJ best. ada lelaki bongok pakai fake boobs sambil goyang goyang dada. mentally retarded. ada abang ngorat mak cik dengan belon. ehemm ehemm lagi.

the castle -

parking penuh. the castle pon penuh. usha al-andalus pun penuh. ternampak alya and jali. jumpa will i am bodoh tak reti bawak kereta. haha

rastaa ttdi -

shisha sumpah terok. ee yek banyak kali. rasa nescafe orang, rasa rokok. two thumbs down to rastaa this year. kenapa last year best ehk? :p ok. shut up. baru nak belajar main kad, dah kena halau balik.

equine park -

hantar cik siah balik rumah. cik temah lalok salam cik siah. si lalok

serdang hebat -

home sweet home. tengok video kat pavilion. kelakar. penat, tidur.

last but not least, thank you so much you guys. had so much fun. for all the times we lepak lepak together. =)

p/s : yang lepas jangan dikenang. i hate you 2009

love,

cik embun

don't look, my eyes can't lie

2009-12-28T10:55:00.000-08:00

awak, saya lemah sangat. kenapa awak tiada bila saya sangat sangat perlukan awak?

maaflah, sekali lagi, kisah sedih. aku memang menyedihkan.

aku tabahkan hati pergi sana. dengan niat, "take and leave"

tapi, si dara masih di dalam. aku pura pura malas berbicara

si dara mula bersuara, dengan nada yang aku tak suka.

si tua melantangkan suara pula.

sakit. memang sakit.

aku letak surat khabar yang aku pura pura baca tadi

terus keluar.

rasa sakit tak dapat aku tahan.

rasa macam kau toreh dada aku ni.

aku cuba bertenang. makin lama aku dekat dengan tempat tuh makin sakit hati aku

aku mesej si dara, aku hanya mahu pulang.

si dara keluar dan suruh aku kedalam

satu bom meletus lagi dalam dada aku.

tolong lah faham, aku hanya mahu pulang!

keluar si tua. aku berdoa, "please..don't say anything just leave"

keluar pula tetamu tak diundang. berlagak sebagai ubat penenang.

mahu saja aku jerit "fuck off you bitch! stay away from me!"

itu petanda aku memang kena beredar. tidak sesaat pon disitu.

hati ini tak tahan lagi. ini dugaan.

memang kau robek hatiku lagi.

can you please just shut up?

2009-12-26T11:59:00.000-08:00

sudah terlampau lama aku tak dengar orang membebel dekat aku. maaflah cik kaki beroda. aku memang tak ada mood langsung dengar kau berleter. kalau ada kena mengena dengan aku tak ape la jugak. ni entah pasal sapa and pasal apa pon aku tak tahu, yang penting tak ada kepentingan untuk aku tahu, hang pi cerita dekat ceq tuh awaaaattt? letih hang taw dak?

mata aku ku pakukan di skrin tv. kau masih berbicara kosong. mengambil masa agak lama untuk kau perasan yang aku tak berminat langsung dengan cerita kau. dan aku tak tahu kenapa aku korbankan masa tidur aku untuk kerumah kau.

maaf la. cuma kau membebel di saat yang salah dengan emosi yang salah.

have you been naughty ?

2009-12-24T11:32:00.000-08:00

kalau ada lesbo muka mcm ni ajak i couple, i would say YES baby! hahaha. :D

si gila nak jadi gigolo. seronok dapat awek sporting bagi permission jadi gigolo. bila awek nak mintak jadi bitch tak bagi pulak. sama sama la cari income kan? lepastuh marah marah, cakap tak boleh. haha. gila kau serius nak jadi gigolo? sepak kau nak? suka buat aku geram. grrr. haha. ok best, nanti nak tampar kau laju laju. gila punya orang.

pss, ade orang pergi interview, tak ade resume. cakap nak pergi amek, last last lari umah nenek. haha. comel jeh. geram jugak. grrr.

shut my eyes when the sun is rising.

2009-12-24T07:32:00.000-08:00

dah berkali kali aku tekan "new post", end up aku close tab.

hmm. don't know which one to tell.

banyak benda la berlaku.

macam macam aku rasa minggu ni. sekarang rasa confuse nak pilih mane satu rasa nak cerita.

bermula dengan cerita invisible woman la. ehemm, thanks to lutfee, sebab he's the one who found them. heee. suka sangat. actually die jumpa adek die je. but atleast now i know, hes at muar, study at poli. he he he. taw tuh je pon da suka. bengong. ok cerita lain.

ade orang tuh, dia tiba-tiba mengamuk. ok la, aku yang mengamuk dulu, lepas pujuk pujuk dan pujuk selama 3 hari. baru ok sikit. gedik kan? 3 hari nak aku pujuk. ok pon nak sikit jeh. haha. nasib baik aku sayang kau gila. haha. ok lepas tuh die buat aku cuak, tiba tiba serang aku pulak. ok ni betol cuak sebab ingat dia nampak aku kat sunway tuh. haha. ok cerita ni cam banyak "haha" pulak dah. ending cerita, dia saje buat aku cuak. jahanam punya jantan. haha lagi.

cerita malam semalam pulak. pergi tempat si botak pusing pusing piring hitam. lepas tuh pi kutuk orang dekat lantai menari. haha. orang orang menari. aku sakit kaki. melecet. damn you beautiful wedges. kaki melecet sampai la ni sakit. ciss. si mamat garang hulur tangan ajak menari, awww, malu mak dik non. haha. ok

satu - tak reti menari di khalayak ramai

dua - kaki sakit tahan melecet

tiga - malu lah.

lepas tuh, pergi the castle. ni part macam macam. gelak gelak dengar si besar membebel merepek. haha. mula mula ingat nak makan. but bila si panjang tanya, "nak shisha?" haa berseri seri muka jawab dengan penuh perasan comel nye "nak!" hahah. excited tiba tiba. sampai the castle, lupa nak makan. barbican plus shisha multiply an empty stomach. very bad idea. sampai satu masa, dah tak tahan. hulur paip dekat si baik. haha panggil baik ade sebab. ha teruskan membaca. bila dah hulur paip dekat si baik sebab dah tak tahan. kepala dah berat. badan dah sejuk semacam. macam nak pengsan. sekali bluwerghhhh! kat seblah si baik. haha. si baik gelabah. suruk amek air mineral die, pegi amek tissue, suruh muntah semua semua, jangan tahan. haha. nasib baik masa tuh si garang tak ada. semua orang tanye tanye ok ke dak? si panjang siap tanye "ok tak? bole naik kuda lagi?" haha bengong! lepas dah muntah, terasa lega sangat. pergi tandas berak. haha. lepastuh balik. yg lain lain tamaw cerita. haha. ok next.

cerita pasal sorang lagi ni, issue sensitive sikit. kang apa saja aku cakap ade yang salah tafsir. so biar jelah kan. susah la. tak salahkan sape sape. tapi memang sayang la. the bond yang kita orang ada tuh, hilang dengan sia sia. tapi takpelah. hidup kena diteroskan. serabut la pasal ni. haa lu pikir la sendiri. den malas jawab.

ok potpet dengan fafa, aku dah lupa nak cerita ape dah. haha. asek tergantung je cerita. haha. damn. ok la. next time je cerita. haha.

hari ni 25th december 2009. hari ni anniversary abah dengan mak cik aisyah. oh and hari jadi cik laila dan cik sarah.

happy 19th birthday cik laila and cik sarah

anniversary tanak wish. aku kesah? TAK LANGSUNG!

ok bye

Quote of the day

2009-12-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

"Menaruh harapan sebenarnya lagi indah dari memiliki"

100 truths

2009-12-22T01:53:00.000-08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: chocolate milk
2. Last phone call: encik H
3. Last text message: nak jampi orang.nanti petang i amek.

4. Last song you listened to: until the end of time - justin timberlake
5. Last time you cried: last shit saturday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: err
7. Been cheated on: yess. over n over again
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes.
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. red
13. green
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: a lot. haha

18. Met someone who changed you: nope

19. Found out who your true friends were: nope

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2

24. Do you have any pets: not anymore

25. Do you want to change your name?: too many. people change my name. haha

26. What did you do for your last birthday: on the phone most of the times

27. What time did you wake up today: 3pm. =(

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: movies

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: meet superman, sekejap lagi.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 years ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i want my mom back.

32. What are you listening to right now: lost - coldplay ft jay z

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: somebody

35. Most visited webpage: facebook and blogl

36. Whats your real name: no need to know

37. Nicknames: kucem, cem, nini, wani,

38. Relationship Status: single

39. Zodiac sign: virgo

40. Male or female?: female

41. Elementary?: skss

42. Middle School?: smkss

43. High school/college?: uitm shah alam

44. Hair colour: super black

45. Long or short: shoulder hair

46. Height: 155cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes

48: What do you like about yourself?: can't think any

49. Piercings: 2 plus two

50. Tattoos: fake one?

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: 5 years old
54. First best friend: nurul izyani bt abdullah
55. First sport you joined: netball
56. First vacation: thailand kot
58. First pair of trainer: err

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to : finish thiis questionssssss
62. Listening to: berapa kali nak tanye da?????
63. Waiting on: mr superman.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: why not
65. Get Married?: yess
66. Career?: businesswoman

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: both
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never had
79. Sex on first date: nopei
80. Broken someone's heart: yess
82. Been arrested: never
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yessssss
85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm...maybe

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: sometimes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: nope
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yess
95. Did you sing today?: not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: in my mum's tummy
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: new year's eve
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: okay.

tagged by fad heee. FB

give me the light and walk behind me

2009-12-18T02:44:00.000-08:00

awak nak tahu tak, saya teringin sangat jadik invisible woman. sebab saya nak sangat jadi invisible nih sebab saya nak stalk orang yang saya sayang sangat. impian nih da lame saya pendam sejak saya mula menyimpan perasaan kat seorang mamat nih. dia kawan abang saya. selalu amek saya kat tadika. *gila kau, tadika dah pandai main perasaan* haha.

dulu, dia kawan baik abang saya lah. kemana mana jeh berdua. eh bertiga kot. tapi saya suka kat dia jeh. setiap kali dia datang rumah, saya lah pelari pecut negara memecutkan diri ke kamar mama, sebab nak usha die dari tingkap bilik mama saya. haha ;p

saya agak obses lah dengan dia. sampai saya curi curi call no rumah die, bila dengar suara dia je saya teros letak. lepastuh senyum lebar sampai ke telinga. hahah, kecik kecik da gedik gedik.

rumah dia dekat je dengan rumah saya. tak sampai 3 minit jalan kaki. mak dia cikgu sekolah. adek die kawan saya. tapi adek dia tak hensem langsung. tak tahu la adek angkat ke ape. haha. sebab memang gila berbeza.

disebabkan keterujaan meminati mamat yang pertama dalam hidup saya, saat itulah impian ini timbul. kalau bole saya nak jadik invisible, saya nak pergi rumah dia, nak tengok dia buat apa. bila dia tido, nak tengok dia. nak tengok dia buat apa apa segala bagai lah.

teringat pula cerita goodluck chuck. memang kadang kadang kita rimas bila orang yang sayang kat kita nak dampingi kita 24/7. kita kata nak our own space la bagai. tapi, bila kita yang sayang orang lain, kita pon nak macam tuh jugak. the truth is, people never appreciate the one who love them.

berbalik kepada mamat first crush saya nih, saya memang follower terbaek dia la. saya kecewa bila saya dengar dia ada skandal dengan minah lain. tiba tiba benci dengan perempuan yang saya pon takenal. haha.

tapi saya tahu, dia budak baik, anak emak, tak reti nak skandal skandal couple couple bagai nih. haha. saya teros stalk die sampai la saya dapat tahu dia nak pindah johor. hancur hatiku tuhan saja tahu. eh kawan baik saya pun tahu, mek yanie. hehe :)

dia dua tahun tua dari saya. so, saya sangat sangat menunggu untuk masuk sekolah menengah untuk berdampingan dengan dia dengan lebih dekat. masa tuh saya dah darjah enam. dia tingkatan dua. masa tuh la dia nak pindah johor. ciss. :(

begitu sajalah pengakhiran cerita kami. percaya atau tidak, saya masih mencari dia. saya cuba myspace, friendster, facebook, google, yahoo nak cari dia, tapi hampa. saya cuma ingat nama dia dan nama adiknya saja. tapi entah la. saya amat yakin, saya akan kenal muka dia. eventhough dah berabad tak berjumpa. saya tak akan lupa muka itu. kemanakah hilangnya dia? teringin sungguh ingin berjumpa. haih.

dan dia adalah muhd saifullah bin ramli. sesiapa kenal atau terjumpa sila e-mail saya sekarang. terima kasih.

small boy that i miss so much

2009-12-18T01:35:00.000-08:00

a small boy, looked at a star and begin to weep.

the star said "boy, why are you weeping?"

the boy said "you're so far away, i'll never be able to touch you"

the star answered "if i were not already in your heart, you would not be able to see me"

p/s: i don't even know this kid's name. i just miss him.

tagged by nurfarahida izzati malik

2009-12-16T10:42:00.000-08:00

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
-nope

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda

3. Cerita pasal gambar ini.

=aku berangan teror main gitar. obvious kan?

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan piza?

=long time ago.

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

=watcha say - jason derulo

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

=ym-ing

7. Selain nama sendiri anda dipanggil nama apa?

=kucem, cem, mok, nini, wani,

8. Tag lagi 6orang

=1.kiba 2.iena 3.laila siput 4.kewim labi 5.mira ha ha ha 6.ajianti

9. Siapakah orang No.1 pada anda?

= bestfriend (:

10. Kata sesuatu mengenai orang No.5

= ha ha ha. tuh jelah. wtf. err, she talk too much kot. ehk? ;p

11. No.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

= tengku faris amiza bin tengku ahmad badrul shah.

12. Bagaimana pula orang No.4?

= oh my labi. ilapyu. muah muah haktuih. hahaa ;p

13. Pesanan kepada orang No.6?

= er, i lapyu buncit. :)

14. Apa kelebihan yang anda nampak pada orang No.2 ini?

= blur yet sweet. hangak. haha ;p

what else to do?

2009-12-15T01:24:00.000-08:00

Rules : It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers , enter yours , and tag twenty people including the person who tagged you . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions .

They have to be real . Nothing made up ! IF the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question .

What is your name : kucem

A four Letter Word : kari

A boy's Name : kent

A girl's Name : kelly

An occupation : king

A color : khaki

Something you'll wear : kasut

A type of food : keropok

Something found in the bathroom : kain

A place : kenya

A reason for being late : kena tunggu train

Something you'd shout : kahkahkah

A movie title : king kong

Something you drink : kelapa

A musical group : korn

An animal : kangaroo

A type of car : kia spectra

A type of fruit : kiwi

The title of a song : killing me softly

tagged by mira hah hah hah.

cerita rumput dari kiba

2009-12-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

Pada suatu hari di sekolah seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya. Ketika itu guru tersebut sedang mengajar kasih sayang.

Pelajar : "Cikgu macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang yang paling kita sayang?, macam mana juga kasih sayang itu berkekalan?".

Cikgu :"ok kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. kamu pergi ke padang, kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. PILIH yang paling CANTIK tanpa menoleh kebelakang lagi walaupun sekali dan petik rumput yang paling cantik bawa ke atas".

Apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke atas, tiada sehelai rumput pun di tangannya. Cikgu pun bertanya, "kenapa tiada rumput pun yang dipilih?.

Pelajar : "Tadi masa saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak rumput yang paling cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik, maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke bellakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tidak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang dibelakang saya tadi rumput yang paling cantik, tapi dah cikgu cakap tidak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik".

Cikgu : "Ya!, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya, jangan kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tidak akan berulang lagi dan ingatlah orang yang paling kita sayang itulah yang paling cantik dan paling baik. Jika nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.

she says "you're not alone"

2009-12-11T09:01:00.000-08:00

and here comes the hardest part in my life again. suddenly, i feel like the walls tumbling down on me. i cry harder. its not like my first time. im used to be like this. cry and cry all night. the next morning, sepet girl wake up from her bed, live her life as usual.

this time, it feels so different. i really need someone to hold me tight. lend me the shoulder to cry on. i really need the spirit, the magic words to make me feel calm. super calm, cause im at the highest level of misery.

searching for mister and miss Right is not easy. and till they come, i keep on crying. loud music, not one of them can stop me from keep on crying over and over again. everybody keep on asking me what happened? and me myself don't have any answer for that. really. i can't answer that. and it made me feel damn pathetic. im not ok and i don't even know what is wrong with me??

out of no where, atlast, my super duper great friend come with her magic words that what is all i need right now. im not asking too much. and she don't even push me to answer her question "what happened to you?". saying im so down, she got all my points. she keep giving her magic words. try to convince me that i am not a bad person. and i am not alone. she'll be there anytime for me. truthfully, i feel so much better. because, i am not the-give-all-out person. at least, that is what i think i was before. she did a good job as a friend.

thank you so much and i love you. thats all i can say to you. for having such a great friend like you, now i feel the bless.

remember, she is my friend. ENGKU LIYANA ZAFIRAH BT ENGKU SUHAIMI

i want cuddles!

2009-12-10T14:37:00.000-08:00

kenapa comel sangat ni? grrrrrr.

examination result

2009-12-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

congratulation kepada semua yang berjaya juga tidak.

my result is boring as usual. just glad i pass every subjects.

alhamdulillah saje lah. ape bole buat lagi. hope my next aka last sem result would be better than this sem's.

as you all know, i never answer any question regarding my result.

good or bad, biar lah i seorang saja yang tahu.

tak macam orang tuh, result die gempak, bole lah nak show off.

tak gempak pon nak kecoh. tak paham lah DONIA ni.

im happy suicide plan is cancelled now.

ok bye.

im not hungry

2009-12-09T03:40:00.000-08:00

kakak salon : muka adik macam perempuan dalam cerita balqis la

aku : perempuan mana? balqis?

kakak salon : haah la. cuma adik ade isi sikit.

aku : isi banyak la

hahahahaha (dua dua buat buat gelak)

*aku tataw pon cerita balqis tuh cerita ape sebenarnye*

rase macam rambut terlampau pendek

and shit sungguh.

my fringe hodoh gila.

ok nak maki auntie tuh. maki maki maki! ok dah.

ouh hair, please grow faster.

seronok jumpa mimie.

cuak bawak kereta.

p/s: plan bunuh diri esok. tolong jangan cari saya. ok bye.

oh my ...

2009-12-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

tiba tiba i suka mamat selekeh ni. :)

random facts about my hair

2009-12-05T22:20:00.000-08:00

1. its too damn long. even though i'm the one who gatal sangat nak simpan rambut panjang dulu. cause i think long hair is sexy. ok now i regret i keep my hair grow longer every second. hahah

2.every time i lay down, it'll stuck anywhere. i repeat ANYWHERE! celah ketiak ke, celah bontot ke, segala celah nak tersekat.

3. give me more PAINFUL headache.

4.my hair is dull, unmanageable, and horrible split ends. or in other word "rambut rosak".

5.sorry to say, but rambut menjadi semakin menjadi jadi rosak and gatal and semua lah masalah rambut timbul since i wear shawl. hmmphh ;(

6.hair grow faster during sleep. it explain my very long hair. haha

7.i'm gonna miss you rambut. expired date wednesday december, 9th.

please use protection

2009-12-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

tengah berfikir untuk mendelete account facebook.

damn, its killing me.

dunia ini sangat tidak adil

orang yang menipu pasangan sendiri sedang hangat bercinta,

orang yang jujur sejujur jujurnya, hanyut dibawa arus, jauh ditinggalkan cinta.

ok la, bosan nak cakap pasal cinta?

im not in the mood for ANYTHING.

the decision to delete facebook account will be announced after december, 10th.

sedang berfikir destinasi seterusnya.. any park will do. shall we? :)

ok la, for now im off to hell. goodbye.

i think you'd understand but no.

2009-12-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

kau beri rasa yang berbeda
mungkin ku salah mengartikannya
yang ku rasa cinta

tetapi hatiku selalu menginginkanmu

terlalu menginginkanmu

selalu menginginkanmu

kau hancurkan hatiku, tak tertahan lagi

kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi

kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

berpeluh peluh

2009-12-03T07:23:00.000-08:00

keputusan yang bakal keluar membuatku resah.

10 terbakar.

degupan jantung semakin laju hari demi hari

tahi, aku terlampau cepat lupakan minggu membunuh di genting highland

kini, harus ku tempuh minggu membunuh jiwa dan ragaku kembali

keputusan semester julai memang tahi macam dulu.

i knew it!

damn, tertinggal buku di rumah tok. harap harap tok aku baca "the book lovers' appreciation society" tuh.

lets die together

2009-12-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

You know those days you feel so frustrated? This image seems to capture the emotion oh-so-well.

headache

2009-11-30T09:38:00.000-08:00

i must get new hair cut!

don't confused the kid

2009-11-28T07:37:00.000-08:00

a day with cousins...

auntie : lady gaga tuh sebenarnya lelaki. megan fox pon sama

asmatheinnocentkid : kalau dia lelaki kenapa nama dia ada"lady"?

auntie : kalau pondan tak introduce nama die karim ke ahmad ke dik..

-_-'

another reason to wipe my tears

2009-11-22T11:15:00.000-08:00

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

credit : fadheela

as if you care

2009-11-22T09:21:00.000-08:00

hai orang orang.

malam ini, emosi sedih.

3 sebab,

pertama, saya baru lepas tonton ini.

kedua, saya baru dapat tahu, sesuatu yang sangat tidak bermakna untuk saya tahu.

ketiga, saya bersemangat memberi semangat sebanyak 2 muka surat kepada orang, tapi balasannya hanya "thanx, tido dulu,night"

maaflah, saya tak pandai jaga hati orang.

awak cakap "i love you" tapi di mana hati awak?

awak cakap "i want you" tapi dimana kehendak awak?

awak cakap "i miss you" tapi dimana awak?

naie naze said...
nini, fight ur way back.no matter what the ending will be,make sure there will be no regret and grief.fight, and try to win(dun fight in a bad way,i mean,fight to win him back whatever it takes, if u know deep down he's always with u), that's what love is all about.

p/s:i always fight, even when it hurts me to see him hurted by me, bcz i know i'll regret my whole life if i let him go.

maybe naie got that right. but i'm totally have different opinion.

kadang kadang penat. mungkin itu petanda suruh berhenti.
dan kebiasaannya, bila kita berhenti, masa itu lah dia datang.
tanpa diduga, tanpa diminta.
kenapa hidup ini macam ni? kenapa perlu serabut? kenapa hidup tak boleh senang je?

sekali lagi, terima kasih tuhan.

unpredictable night

2009-11-22T00:55:00.000-08:00

it's started from a phone call from my friend around 12 am.

we went to downtown.

it was my first time. never been there before.

then, we fill in the tank, and this time, don't know where to go.

and suddenly, we were at GENTING HIGHLAND!

hahah, its god-damn-freezing-cold.

around 7 am, we drove back to serdang

i slept from 8am till 4pm

thank you.

you want an ice i'll make you freeze

2009-11-18T20:00:00.000-08:00

i have this one stupid feeling.

i don't know how to reveal this feeling.

ok,

i'm-addicted-with-someone-but-i-let-him-go

stupid right?

i mean, why you have to let someone that you love go away from your life?

i guess its the same reason for why you love someone too.

there's no concrete reason for any of that

or just say, "i don't know why"

the only thing that i couldn't control myself is every time i look at him.

only god know how fast my heart beats every time.

i get so excited about him.

but he never know that.

life is unfair nini. deal with it. and my love life suck. thank you god.

"What I was isn't what I am
I'd change back but I don't know if I can
Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time
But I was made the way I am
I'm not a stone
Lay down your arms
and I will lay down mine
Rip back the time that we've been wasting
God I wish you could see me now
You'd pick me up and you'd sort me out"

now i know why

2009-11-17T20:38:00.001-08:00

i blog less cause i think less.

so, i should start thinking something brilliant during my holiday.

and i must cut down my sleep time.

just a minute

2009-11-16T07:08:00.000-08:00

I want to admit that I feel regret I bought a bra for rm99, but I feel worth it I bought Roxy jeans for only rm107.

tagged by mira hahaha

2009-11-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

1. Kekasih saya adalah ;
manusia

2. Saya sedang mendengar ;
beautiful goodbye by josh kelley

3. Saya patut ;
mandi

4. Saya suka ;
window shopping

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya ;
always cheer me up

6. Saya tak faham ;
orang kurus keding mengaku buncit. *perli aku kot*

7. Saya kehilangan;
self-confidence

8. Ramai yang berkata ;
why kucem?

9. Makna nama saya ;
pemberian

10. Cinta itu adalah ;
perasaan

11. Di sesuatu tempat , seseorang sedang ;
duduk atas katil

12. Saya akan cuba ;
hidup dengan lebih bahagia tanpa memikirkan orang lain

13. Perkataan SELAMANYA bermaksud ;
tidak berkesudahan

14. Saya paling meluat apabila ;
typical malay guy mengorat perempuan

15. Pesta/parti adalah ;
loud music

16. Haiwan paling comel yang pernah ditemui adalah ;
kucing. Tiada yg paling comel melainkan kucing.

17. Peringkat umur yang menyeronokkan bagi saya adalah ;
0-5 (before late mum kena breast cancer)

18. Hari ini ;
nak unpacking bag.

19. Malam ini saya akan ;
sakit hati lagi dengan someone.

20. Esok pula saya akan ;
ke fly party!

21. Saya betul-betul inginkan ;
new handbag, new trousers, new hand phone.

22. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di cermin hari ini ;
tak tgk cermin lagi

23. Pusat membeli belah atau arked permainan ;
shopping mall of course

24. Makanan barat atau jepun ;
western

25. Bilik yang terang atau gelap ;
both

26. Best friend ever ;
nurul izyani bt abdullah

27. Saya mahu tag ;

Aqwim

Iena

people hurt each other

2009-11-12T11:33:00.000-08:00

You know about Karma right? Strongly believes in it. It really works!

All this time, I care about you.

Share almost everything with you.

Concern whenever you’re not feeling well.

Wait for you, even it’s late.

Cheer you up when I think you’re feeling down.

Listening to every story of your life even I’m tired.

Yes, I am honestly, willingly, done all those because I love you. Because you (supposedly) are my friend.

Don’t care what you have done to me. Don’t have to jot down all the things that hurt me every single time. I let bygone be bygone.

I let you do whatever you want to do, don’t bother to think about me neither do I.

Let’s pray for our “own” happiness. Even I am not happy to hate you this much, let it be how it supposed to be. I don’t choose this way. I can’t bear this feeling anymore.

Life is cruel. Good to know that. I am cruel. I admit it. Anytime later, when people do bad thing to you, think what you have done to them. Ask them yourself if it bother you so much.

This is it. Goodbye friend. The end

a letter to the selfish bastard

2009-10-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

hello monster and alien,
i am wasting my time to write you this letter because you such a horrible person in my life today. i am fucking mad at you till i can't even look at your annoying face anymore. i am pissed off to the max. what you did is such an irrationally unacceptable. i don't want to curse you anymore. apart from all the heartache, i am glad i will no longer have to look at your annoying face everyday again next time. sayonara you jerk.

before i forgot, i have a gift for you. hope you'll like it.

please attach this to your body

regards,
themostmadpersonfortoday

he says she says

2009-10-14T01:56:00.000-07:00

Romantic love has taken precedence over all other relationships, probably because it offers an escape from reality. It’s a complete con, of course because it doesn’t last and anyone who says it does is lying.

Emma Thompson.

Dulu, kita menari dalam hujan. Pusing kanan, pusing kiri.

Dulu, awak tunggu saya sebelum balik. Kita jalan sama-sama

Dulu, awak bawak saya jalan-jalan. Pergi sana, pergi sini.

Sekarang, kita cakap-cakap bawah lampu bulan

Sekarang, saya cubit awak sana sini

Sekarang, kita gadoh, esok kita baik.

H&H

lazy to love but being loved is good. is it?

spit it out baby

2009-09-20T13:12:00.000-07:00

back with my superman entry.

IASMILWYMS

but still couldn't fly with my superman. :(

hey, no need raya entry kan? everyone have the same story about raya to tell. no need to hear mine. enjoy your raya. don't forget to study for final bak kata abang afiqkuh. haha :)