this time, it feels so different. i really need someone to hold me tight. lend me the shoulder to cry on. i really need the spirit, the magic words to make me feel calm. super calm, cause im at the highest level of misery.
searching for mister and miss Right is not easy. and till they come, i keep on crying. loud music, not one of them can stop me from keep on crying over and over again. everybody keep on asking me what happened? and me myself don't have any answer for that. really. i can't answer that. and it made me feel damn pathetic. im not ok and i don't even know what is wrong with me??
out of no where, atlast, my super duper great friend come with her magic words that what is all i need right now. im not asking too much. and she don't even push me to answer her question "what happened to you?". saying im so down, she got all my points. she keep giving her magic words. try to convince me that i am not a bad person. and i am not alone. she'll be there anytime for me. truthfully, i feel so much better. because, i am not the-give-all-out person. at least, that is what i think i was before. she did a good job as a friend.
thank you so much and i love you. thats all i can say to you. for having such a great friend like you, now i feel the bless.
remember, she is my friend. ENGKU LIYANA ZAFIRAH BT ENGKU SUHAIMI